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Saturday evenings in autumn, I like to check the college football scores, including results from my alma mater, DePauw University. Though the Tigers won handily this weekend, I was saddened by news off the field: my favorite professor passed away in late September. Her name was Dr. Karin Ahlm.

I majored in psychology at DePauw, and Dr. Ahlm was my thesis advisor. Along with her colleagues Dr. Propsom and Dr. Garrett, Karin was a bright light during my senior year (1990-91), not only making psychology a compelling field of study, but also a springboard for unknown destinations.

Though raised in Indiana, I moved west soon after graduation for a life among mountains and rivers. In large part, I thank Karin for helping me take the leap. Without her mentorship and nonjudgmental support, I might have ended up flailing in graduate school, studying social psych or some other discipline that would have betrayed my wanderlust. Instead, within months I was living on a boat in Washington State, penniless but happy.

Of course, there’s much more to the story, but suffice it to say that Karin helped me define success on my own terms in the classroom and far afield. She was the right professor at the right time, the one who said, “Be yourself,” and then showed me the way with her own quirky interests, quiet insecurities and know-thyself confidence. It was exactly what I needed to hear and to observe day to day. Our discussions were more important than any grade she could have given. Her smile did wonders.

That said, Dr. Ahlm was an excellent instructor and thesis advisor. Under her tutelage, I earned the department’s Senior Research Award with my partner Ted Stahl for our yearlong study, “Racial Prejudice: The Bend Over Backwards Effect.” Who knew that obsessive bookworming, messing with a polygraph and interviewing dozens of underclassmen could be so much fun? By year’s end, we had discovered that even DePauw students act on racial stereotypes, though mostly in reverse, going out of their way to appear politically correct. With a nod to Dr. Garrett for his help with the lie detector, it was Karin who guided us toward success.

That year, I also won DePauw’s Rex Rector Service Award for tutoring kids, leading mission trips and working in a local group home for folks with developmental disabilities. None of this, I believe, would have happened without the poise and confidence Karen and her colleagues inspired in me. I thank all of them for sending me out the door with the right frame of mind — learn, serve, enjoy.

Yesterday, while teaching a green-jobs workshop in the McNeil Island Corrections Center in South Puget Sound, I thought about my path since DePauw and how that psych major keeps paying off. It’s been nearly a 20-year journey from college to wilderness to prison.

A day later, I saw word of Karin’s passing. I regret not having told her that I’ve come full circle. I bet she would be proud.

Thank you, Dr. Ahlm. Rest in peace.

To the sea with Ned

August 27, 2007

9:15 p.m., a gravel bar on the Skagit River

Ned and I dropped a canoe in the Skagit late this afternoon and paddled west till the sun sank behind the trees, the lukewarm glare replaced by cool shade and the day’s waning breeze.

Skagit River from Sauk Mountain, looking west (Jeff Muse).

Skagit River from Sauk Mountain (Jeff Muse).

We meandered downriver about 25 miles from Rockport, past Concrete’s lofty steel bridge where the channel squeezes into gurgling whirlpools, then beyond the layered cliffs of glacial till where the stream doubles back for a grand view of Sauk Mountain to the east. Several miles later, we passed the old ferry crossing at Birdsview and pulled ashore on this gravel bar, its ribbon of beach woven with polished rocks and piles of timber.

The dew is falling thick and fast, making it difficult to scribble on this page. Rising through the cottonwoods, a full moon casts the stones and sand around this camp in a soft, bone-white glow. Dinner eaten, we settle into our sleeping bags on plastic tarps, curling their edges to protect our gear from the gathering mist. It’s no use; we know we’ll wake up soaked.

But Ned doesn’t care, so I don’t either. “It’ll be sunny tomorrow,” he says, his last words for the night.

We’re on our way to Skagit Bay, or so we tell ourselves. Come morning, we’ll rise early and shake off the dewy chill like French-Canadian voyageurs, taking breakfast after an hour or two in the canoe. Our plans came together only yesterday as fine weather and mutual days off aligned for the first time this summer. Yet we’re thriving on the spontaneity of this trip and the uncertainty that we’ll reach our hoped for destination. This is boyhood adventure — the best kind.

All told, we’ll cover some 70 miles from my house in Rockport to the Skagit delta. If the wind and tides and our backs will let us, we’ll hit saltwater by early evening tomorrow and make the final push down the Swinomish Channel to La Conner, where fishermen use boats for a living.

Thanks to her cell phone, a friend says she’ll pick us up wherever we end up. But Ned and I agree — without even mentioning it — we want nothing short of the sea.

January 8, 2009

Running through the dark to glimpse a wild animal in the jungle, I realized I was getting the hang of it — backpacking with Nito.

The tapir is a strange beast, in shape a cross between a small horse and an anteater, its muscular shoulders betrayed by a silly, elastic snout. Deep in Corcovado National Park, we were eager to cross paths with one. But it wasn’t till late last night, as we dozed on the tent platform of the Sirena Ranger Station, that the creature appeared.

A tapir, radio-collared for scientific study, near the beach in Corcovado National Park (Jeff Muse).

A tapir, radio-collared for scientific study, near the beach in Corcovado National Park (Jeff Muse).

Nito, having never hit the sack, was first on the scene. “Tay-peer!” he whispered in excited Spanish and English. “The biggest I’ve ever seen!”

In seconds, a dozen headlamps flashed through nylon and mosquito netting, followed by a cascade of zippers and excited voices. A mix of Europe and the New World, we sprinted in socks and flip-flops toward the grassy airstrip. There, the rare mammal grazed nervously in the moonlight, its head tilting toward the black forest where predators might lurk.

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Nito points out poisonous caterpillars along the trail (Jeff Muse).

Nito points out poisonous caterpillars (Jeff Muse).

Dionisio Paniagua — Nito for short — is our pal from Costa Rica. Born in the highlands of San Vito, a small town three hours from Corcovado, he may be the most dedicated and enthusiastic naturalist I have ever met. It would be easy to call him a professional, as he works as a guide for the renowned ecolodge Lapa Rios. But with Nito, the adventure never stops. His talents — indeed, his very character — are the product of a frenzied, around-the-clock pursuit.

While most of us simply look at plants and wildlife, Nito observes deeply, as if binoculars are tools for treasure hunting and ears were designed solely for the language of birds. He crawls under bushes and wriggles through tangled vines. He darts ahead, he pauses, he stands silently for minutes on end. Then suddenly his hands are reaching — poking at flowers and insects or pulling a curled leaf toward his nose, then peering down its funnel where a tiny bat or a red-eyed tree frog might be hiding.

A red-eyed tree frog clings to Nito's fingers (Jeff Muse).

A red-eyed tree frog clings to Nito's fingers (Jeff Muse).

But it’s not just his intimacy with this forest that’s noteworthy. It’s his affection for it. He lives for hiking in the woods and searching for creatures from the ground up. Were he not so kind-hearted, I might be overwhelmed by his intensity. There are moments when I feel like a mere book reader in his presence, a C student of nature. But self-pity quickly fades as I chase him down the trail, my own eyes and ears swallowed by the scenery and the thrill of learning with a master.

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It’s January 2009. My wife and I have joined Nito and his brother, Francisco Jose, for a three-day backpack on the Osa Peninsula, a steamy finger of jungle jutting into the Pacific Ocean toward Panama. With features akin to South America, this is a lowland tropical rainforest. Where San Jose and the Costa Rican interior had been merely hot at midday, the Osa is downright inhospitable for a dweller above the 45th parallel.

Paula and Jeff backpack along the beach of Corcovado National Park (Jeff Muse).

Paula and Jeff backpack along the beach of Corcovado National Park (Jeff Muse).

We’re strolling at latitudes near eight degrees north, almost a quarter of the globe away from our home in Washington State. Despite the heat and humidity, this landscape is thrilling. For it is the very warmth and wet of this place that fuels its fecundity, from nearly 400 species of birds and 140 mammals to innumerable insects and plants, all of them bathed in a daily rhythm of smothering mist and intolerable sun.

Once on the Osa, we began our trek in the raucous, dust-blown town of Puerto Jimenez, where the Golfo Dulce laps lazily on the peninsula’s eastern shore. Rising before dawn, we took a two-hour truck taxi — standing room only — down the bone-jarring road to Carate, a haven for backpacking gringos. By mid-morning, Nito was leading us north along the beach as ten-foot waves pounded charcoal gray sand rimmed by palm trees and towering figs.

At the La Leona Ranger Station, Nito swapped wildlife sightings with a few guide-friends, grabbed our camping permit, then scurried on toward the heart of Corcovado. Twelve miles and seven hours later, the heat of day and high tide behind us, we ambled up Sirena’s airstrip as shirtless men played soccer with makeshift goals.

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Sirena Ranger Station, Corcovado National Park (Jeff Muse).

Sirena Ranger Station, Corcovado National Park (Jeff Muse).

To our surprise, the Sirena Ranger Station has turned out to be the least enjoyable part of this adventure. The facilities are crowded and border on unsanitary. The cooking shelter lacks a Leave No Trace ethic, and the shower and toilets offer an intimidating mix of mud, mold and microfauna. The people, though individually intriguing with colorful stories of travel and distant cultures, can be annoying as a whole — loud voices into the wee hours, then early if breaking camp before dawn, or chatting incessantly in their tent as others try to snooze.

There’s a college group here as well, the University of Vermont, I believe, studying for several weeks throughout Costa Rica. Renting the bulk of the ranger station and occupying its dank bedrooms and stuffy cookhouse, they act as if they own the place. They, like everyone who lingers near the lodge, crowd the front porch and sprawl on the few Adirondack chairs that catch the shaded breeze.

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White-faced monkey in Costa Rica (Jeff Muse).

A white-faced monkey in Costa Rica (Jeff Muse).

The crowd and wet-blanket heat aside, this is a remarkable experience – indeed, less pleasurable and more challenging than I expected, but completely exhilarating. Never have I camped amid such biological diversity: birds of every color, song and alarm call; white-faced and spider monkeys dangling from massive trees and howlers echoing in the distance; poisonous snakes, siren-like cicadas and spiders the breadth of my palm; army ants and leafcutters crisscrossing the trail; agoutis (large rodents) grazing at field’s edge; and cats like the ocelot, puma and jaguar lurking in the shadows of our imagination.

And, of course, the tapir, one of the goofiest critters I’ve ever seen.

September 2, 2006

8 a.m., Twin Rocks Camp, North Cascades National Park

Our packs lean against trees as we lace our boots and stash our fleece for the heat of day. We’re moments away from the next steps in our journey, a steep half-dozen miles to the northwestern headwaters of Little Beaver Creek. Tonight, we’ll camp high above Whatcom Pass near Middle or East lakes, somewhere in the cross-country zone near 6000 feet.

Looking down the Little Beaver Creek Valley from lower East Lake, North Cascades National Park (Jeff Muse).

Looking down the Little Beaver Valley from lower East Lake, North Cascades National Park (Jeff Muse).

Yesterday, we walked 10 miles up this valley through an old-growth forest fattened by the floodplain — western redcedars and hemlocks thicker than my truck, some of them buttressed by standing waves of white rocks where debris flows laid claim. Most of the trail was thickly overgrown, the nettle and devil’s club needling our legs as we crossed tattered, split-plank bridges. Black bear tracks laced the stillwater sloughs, and flowerless skunk cabbage sprawled with waxy, green leaves like tobacco plants ready for harvest.

Everything here — the looming shade, the racing streams, the steady sprinkle of needles shedding from evergreens — tells of wildness. This forest has evolved freely since the last ice age, interrupted only occasionally by an avalanche or a fire or the tiny hands of a trail crew breaking way.

Black bear tracks in the Little Beaver Valley, North Cascades National Park (Jeff Muse).

Black bear tracks in the Little Beaver Valley, North Cascades National Park (Jeff Muse).

In my pack is an archaeology report that describes 8000 years of Native life in this valley. But today, the presence of men and women is lost. I see only the tiny skeletons of sage-green lichen and the slow, muscular grip of roots wrapping boulders left by a glacier long ago.

Today, there is only this woods and the hope for more bear tracks in the mud.

July 29, 2009

8:15 a.m., Kicking Horse Camp, Manning Provincial Park, British Columbia

The pot boils water from a nearby stream as we break camp after a restless night. Our first sleep in the backcountry is always tentative. We awake at the slightest noise, and last night was a chorus. Crumb-hunting ground squirrels scurried beneath the tent platform as deer stomped through the site searching for salt from our pee breaks.

Lightning flickered through the hours straddling midnight. I rose from the tent after a bump on the wooden platform startled both of us, then climbed outside beneath a half-starry sky, the red dot of Mars burning on the eastern horizon. To the south, gentle storm clouds flashed above the North Cascades, too distant for thunder to be audible.

Looking west on the Heather Trail, Manning Provincial Park, British Columbia, Canada (Jeff Muse).

Looking west on the Heather Trail, Manning Provincial Park, British Columbia (Jeff Muse).

Yesterday, we hiked about 15 km on the Heather Trail across the rolling shoulders of the Three Brothers. Wildflowers are at their peak — larkspur and lupine in shades of lavender, flame-red Indian paintbrush, yellow arnica and stonecrop, creamy white valerian and cow parsnip and the glistening silver-greens of towhead baby and false hellabore. These south-facing meadows meander 20 km between dips into subalpine woods of whitebark pine and beetle-wrecked fir, many dead or dying in deep, rust-colored hues. But here along the higher slopes, where snow lingers well into summer but never long enough to form glaciers, the scene is flawless.

We chose this hike in Manning Provincial Park to rise above the extreme heat that’s blanketing the Pacific Northwest this week — temperatures nearing 100 degrees Farenheit even on the westside as inland winds push superheated air out to the ocean. Up here above 6000 feet, the air is tolerable but the insects are numerous and aggressive, from the constant buzz and gnaw of female mosquitoes to the frenetic whir of biting black and horse flies. Only the harmless syrphids — tiny flies that look like bumblebees — are welcome guests, ever present but polite as they nibble on our salty pack straps and dripping clothes.

The weather aside, we eyed this hike long ago to learn more about our watershed along the US-Canada border. Manning is the source of the Skagit River, a stream that winds 160 miles through some of the most rugged, ice-carved mountains in North America and, ultimately, past our house. Here, looking south, we admire those craggy peaks and shimmering glaciers from a new vantage point, foreign yet familiar. The toothy backsides of Hozomeen, the Picket Range, Redoubt and countless other peaks appear wilder than ever, but still recognizable.

Soon, we’ll hit the trail toward Fourth Brother, then top out on the Pacific Crest, where waters spill into the Skagit basin or east to the Similkameen. Along the way, we’ll wet our boots in tiny, snow-fed seeps bound one way or the other. I look forward to tasting the waters of home.

Did the Cambridge police act “stupidly” by arresting Harvard Professor Henry Louis Gates, Jr., as President Obama remarked during a press conference last week? Or was it Dr. Gates who was stupid for losing his cool with the officer, Sgt. James Crowley? Maybe it’s just Obama who was stupid for using his bully pulpit to make a comment.

What’s your opinion? Please share your thoughts.

As for me, I’m comfortable with the substance of Obama’s remark. I think that the police officer did use poor judgment by arresting Dr. Gates. While I can appreciate that Sgt. Crowley entered the house to check on a possible burglary, I’m dismayed that he did not deescalate the situation when Dr. Gates identified himself as the homeowner, explained the circumstances and then became irate at the officer’s continued questioning and suspicion. Instead, the officer arrested Dr. Gates on a charge of disorderly conduct, which was later dropped by the Cambridge police department.

No doubt, Dr. Gates made matters worse. He could have deescalated the situation himself instead of berating Sgt. Crowley and implying that he was racist. Yet Dr. Gates’s behavior was not criminal. In fact, it was free speech, and we never should have seen him in handcuffs on his front porch. If Sgt. Crowley was worried about his personal safety or getting home to his family, as he explained in subsequent interviews, he should have simply walked away. But he didn’t. He chose force instead of discretion.

What about Obama? I believe he spoke the truth — but was wrong to do so. He knows better than to make an off-the-cuff comment, especially when the cameras are hungry for sound bites. I’m fine with the President of the United States having an opinion on this matter, whether or not it’s about race relations. My problem is that his remark instantly changed the national agenda, if only for a short while. Now healthcare, the troubled economy, two wars and climate change all have to take a back seat just as Congress ventures home to the discontented masses.

“Look in the mirror. The face that pins you with its double gaze reveals a chastening secret: You are looking into a predator’s eyes. Most predators have eyes set right on the front of their heads, so they can use binocular vision to sight and track their prey. Our eyes have separate mechanisms that gather the light, pick out an important or novel image, focus it precisely, pinpoint it in space, and follow it; they work like top-flight stereoscopic binoculars. Prey, on the other hand, have eyes on the sides of their heads, because what they really need is peripheral vision, so they can tell when something is sneaking up behind them. Something like us.”

– Diane Ackerman, from “The Beholder’s Eye” in A Natural History of the Senses (1991)

Wilderness rangers with North Cascades National Park venture toward Mt. Baker to complete training in snow travel, low-impact camping and search and rescue procedures (Jeff Muse).

In June 2008, wilderness rangers (in single file, center of photo) with North Cascades National Park venture up Mt. Baker for a training in snow travel, low-impact camping and search and rescue procedures (Jeff Muse).

SAR talk

August 28, 2008

Morning in the wilderness office in North Cascades National Park. I arrive for my shift and hear talk of a “SAR” (search and rescue operation) near the southern end of the Ptarmigan Traverse.

Two climbers lost their rope and most of their camping gear while summiting 8200-foot Spire Point. It’s the remote tail of the route, a spot between Sentinel and Dome peaks that climbers reach only after several days on the jagged traverse. All this as it rains and rains, the snow line dropping near 6000 feet come nightfall. The saving grace: they have a cell phone that catches reception to the west, where thousands scurry from commute to cubicle to coffee shop. Cold, wet and scared, the climbers called 911, who then called us.

Typical late summer weather in the North Cascades (NPS photo).

Late summer weather in the North Cascades (National Park Service photo).

Here in Marblemount, Kevork stands in for Kelly, the lead wilderness ranger, and mans the phone and radio to coordinate the response with Skagit and Chelan county EMS crews. Later today, if the weather breaks, he’ll grab Mathieu for a helicopter shuttle with Highline, who will fly them south toward Darrington and up the Suiattle somewhere near the headwaters of Bachelor Creek. There, Tony will drop them for a bushwhack beyond Itswoot Lake toward cloud-shrouded terrain beneath Spire Point — a long slog over rocky ridges draped in rain-slick heather and the season’s first snow.

The two climbers wait with one drenched sleeping bag, caught on a ledge far from home.

Sourdough Mountain firel lookout in 1965 (North Cascades National Park archives, courtesy of P. Taylor).

Sourdough Mountain fire lookout in 1965 (North Cascades National Park archives, courtesy of P. Taylor).

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